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Hello Everyone :=)

Yah it has been a while since I wrote here, that’s because sometimes I’m lazy to write or I’m busy! I hope I can summarize what happened the last few months in this post.

Well after my birthday it was a bit busy, since I was getting ready to apply for my UK student visa! Some of you know what happened with my visa issue, I applied and it got REJECTED!! Yah!!
I started loosing hope for going to UK to get my BSc degree, but my dad didn’t. He kept trying to get solutions for that issue and then I applied again and I GOT ITJ. Anyway I left after 10 days of I got my visa. It’s my first time to go to Europe so I was nervous all the time! I don’t want to leave my family and friends and live away from them, but on the other hand one of my dreams is to get my degree from UK.

On the day of departure my parents were crying all day, so I said: Fine, I’m not leavingJ, so they stopped crying lol… I was serious at that time, because I’m still there with them and they are crying, what will happen after few days and I’m not there and they missed meJ.

Anyway I went to the airport early, had my check in. And I was so happy because 3 friends came and say Goodbye, They really made my day. Although I didn’t know those friends for longtime, but they came! On the other side I was feeling bad since I was expecting other friends to come or to call but they didn’t do either that or this. Thanks Petra, Fawzy and Lucie.

My trip To UK took quite long than it was expected, where it was expected to arrive Heathrow Airport after 9 and half hours, but it took almost 11 hours to arrive. After I arrived Heathrow Airport I had a mission to find my way to Derby.
Before I leave Qatar I spent 10 days looking for ways to go from Heathrow Airport to Derby. So Once I went out of the Airport I started looking for the Underground, which took me to the Train Station. I took the train to Derby train station. Although I was so tried from the long trip on the Airplane and I was fasting. But I really enjoyed the mission to derby. I took the taxi to the University Hall Residence at the reception I meet very nice students, One of them became a good friend of mine, she is half Venezuelan and half German, she is engaged to a very nice guy. Anyway I spent almost a week alone in the hall J no other students there since I arrived earlier than the Students.

One of those nights, I was smoking my cigarette down in the garden, it was really dark and suddenly someone started saying in Arabic “El-Salamo ‘Alikom”. I was like, I think I’m dreaming since no one is here in the Hall and even though who will talk to me in ArabicJ. But it turned out that it was a Jordanian guy who was studying Masters of Law, we started chatting for about 2 hours, and then he invited me for Iftar the following day. I spent the rest of Ramadan with that guy and other 4.

The city is very quite, nice and it looks like Doha somehow, A lot of Roundabouts. But it’s very cold! I started making friends here, the people here are nice. I started walking in the town during the first week, and I got lost 100 timesJ.

The university is Beautiful it has 4 campuses, 3 of them are here in Derby and 1 in Buxton. But I will say that College of the North Atlantic-Qatar is much bigger than the 4 campuses together.

Every night, there is a party lol, something that I’m not used to at all! So I attend some and I skip some.

I took a lot of pictures, I will post them soonJ.

Sorry for the long post, and I promise that I will try to update my blog weekly.

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Hi Everyone,

I'm sorry for the lateness, it has been almost a month since my last post, but last month was very busy for me.

I will start from what happened after last post; on the second of June my sister got her baby. I was taking care of her since she came here to Qatar. And because her husband doesn’t live here. Anyway She was going for a normal weekly checkup when the doctor surprised us that they have to get her baby out because he didn’t have enough food or Oxygen for the past 5 days, So she was admitted for an operation which she had few hours later. When they got her baby out, and put him in another room, I was there with mum, we run to see him. They were trying to save his life, anyway it was me, mum, the doctor and the nurse who was there in the room and every 5 minutes I was asking the doctor how is he?


So the doctor knew that we are very scared and he was trying to reassure us, then he asked me, are you his father? Without thinking I said: YES!, I really didn’t know what I said until my mum was staring at me and asked me why did you say yes! So the doctor and the nurse were staring also at me for a second then they all started laughingJ, when I corrected my self and I said No, I’m his uncle. I think my dream to become a dad can’t be that easy :-).

Anyway from that day and for 2 weeks they kept him there to make sure he is 100% ok before they send him home. And I was very busy with his mum to take care of her son. Two weeks later I got a call from Motorola Networks to start working for them as In Building Solutions Engineer. I was very happy because finally I will be employed again and I won’t stay at home anymore. I started last Sunday; the first day was very boring they gave me a manual with 749 pages to read! I kept reading and nothing else the first day!

When I reached home I was really thinking to send them my resignation by email :-), but I said it is always boring the first day at work. The following day was really amazing, I had a field visit to one of the sites which the company is working on, It is Aspire tower ( Doha Asian games 2006 tourch tower), I was very curious to know what is inside that building. The report that we have from Q-Tel says that it is the highest building in Qatar. So when I went there, I read quickly the report to know what is inside the building and how many floors there. It is 51 levels! And it’s an Athletes Hotel, It is not functionally yet because of the interior design is not done yet, but it should be done by the end of this year.

So I spent the whole day walking in that tower, I visited each level and walked in every single room J I reached the last level, the one under the tourch. And on that level I found 4 touch screen computers connected to 4 High resolution Cameras distributed around the tower, so you can see live Doha from any part you want! From the windows you can see Doha very clearly! It is very dazzling
Tower; I’m waiting till it is operating so I can visit it one more time.

The rest of the week was visiting different sites and having some office hours. The job is not the one that I was really dreaming about, but I’m just thinking to take the experience and get a better job.

In few hours I’m turning 23 years old, I started early to get birthday wishes, and I would like to thank everyone for that. I just knew from my friend that wishing someone before that actual date is bringing him a bad luck! But it is ok for me :-); I would like to ask everyone who wants to wish me, to wish Petra and Fawzy as well the same. For me it is going to be different birthday since it is going to be the first time that I will be around 2 others who have the same date of birth. Hope we will have fun :-).

I will try to post more.

.:!:.Moe.:!:.

LOVE

This is a real story,

One of the guyz that I know told me lastnight his story with a girl that he really loves. The guy was in a poor situation. His heart was broken!

The story started several years ago, He met that girl in a place that they both likes. He said that from the first time he saw her,, He felt in Love with her, Although he believes that it can't happen to love girl from the first time you see her! Anyway, his good luck made him met her several times after that. And he got to be a good friend with her.

He kept his feelings inside him all the time, didn't want to show it to her, so he might lose her as a friend! He also said that she was very nice with him all those years till he felt it's the time to tell her his feelings. He thought she will be the perfect girl to be with the rest of his life. He kept thinking of telling her his feelings for a long time and the reason as i said that he was worried of loosing her as a friend!

One day he was chatting with her and he told her about his feelings, She thought that he is kidding and told him right away: I'm sorry, I'm in a relationship with another person. It's better to stay friends. The guy told me that although he knows that she is single, he was really happy that he didn't loose her as a friend! I asked him How come you didn't feel bad ? He said: I don't care if she really doesn't love me, but the thing that I really know that she still likes me and thats enough for me! So, I told him: That makes me sure that you really Love that girl.

Anyway he continued with his story with her after that day, till one night he kept chatting with her for about 3~4 hours, before he was going to tell her about his feelings again, and ask her to be his girl friend! she felt it and asked him not to do it now! Because as she said that she really doesn't know what she really wants!

He told me that he felt really happy because he felt for the first time that she started thinking about him and he asked her to take her time thinking about it! And she agreed!
Later on, Things between them went so fast, faster than he imagined but he felt that she still doesn't know what she really wants! He wanted to make sure that She is for him, so He told her that he wants their relationship to be serious! , So I asked him after how many months of the relationship did you tell her that? He said after 2 weeks only! I guess he didn't choose the right time to tell her that :-)! He told me that after that day, she kept running away from him, till he asked her What is wrong? And she told him about the truth that she really doesn't know what she wants!! So he suggested to step back and she agreed.

And asked him to step back to the stage before being in a relationship! He told me that he really didn't want that to happen, but he agreed because he still has hopes that she is for him! But he told her that he is worried that after sometime she will tell him the samething! So he told her that he is ok to be just friends like before, But she asked him to give the relationship another chance!

Anyway, He told me that after that day they were just friends, till they met again for couple of days and he felt that they are back into the relationship. But again she run away from him after those days!! And after 3 days she told him: I really don't know what I want and I guess It's better to be just friends! He told me that he felt so broken when she said that because he didn't want that to happen again, he was really happy that finally she decided what she wants, but then she changed her mind again!! And he also feels that after those years of loving her, he can't be with her at all! I asked him, weren't you happy when at the first time you told her about your feelings she asked to be just friends? He said but after she gave me some hopes I feel broken heart!! And after being in a relationship with her, I can't be just a friend with her again. His feelings can't step back.

I asked him to forget her and if he really loves her, just keep as a friend with her!

By the way It's a real story, the guy while he was telling me it, He was crying!!

I can't believe that is LOVE!

MOE

The FIRST

Welcome Everyone to my Blog!

I have been a Good Watcher to alot of blogs, I noticed that people who owns a blog is either to express their feelings, or who are abroad and created a blog to let their friends everywhere about their news. I guess I will be doing both of those things!

When I woke up in the morning, I wasn't feeling bad as the past few months but how the day ended made me feel more bad than ever before!! coz what happened today made me decide to put the last dot in that story!

I guess I'm paying a punishment these days of being so nice to people. In general I know alot of people and that makes me feel really really Happy, All of my Old friends envies me for such thing. However, that didn't defend me of knowing friends other than good! I don't really know if they are but what they do, made me thinks so!!

I don't know, why when he/she is bored and wants to tell a story from his revelation of thought to the others, he/she has to mention that I said so, whether I really said so or not!,To be more clear he/she tells the others that I said bad things about them, So he/she will be the hero in other's eyes!! I don't mind people copying my words but the words that I really said! The problem that others believe that I said so! So they change their mind about me. I would have been really happy if they faced me with that!

Those things destroyed my feelings towards them, All I was doing is being nice and nothing than nice, didn't do anything or said anything bad about them. Infact that everytime I hear someone saying a bad thing about anyone of them , I stop him and tells him good stories or actions about that person, so he change his mind towards that person.

I have a weak point, that I'm very sensitive person. And I'm trying to solve it.

I'm not an angel but I have an important rule which is being nice to people and help them, will led them to do the same to me, If not from the same people, will be from other people.

It's an important rule in my life and I never changed it.

Being cheated the whole time, made me feel down after I had recovered from the job thingy!

After leaving work, I had a hard time during 2~3months. Feeling so down, staying at my room most of the time. Not being folded, so people thinks that I need help, infact I needed help but that wasn't the reason, The reason was that I didn't want to face people with the mood that I had, so they thinks that I changed or I'm a bad guy.

They couldn't face me with the truth, OR what they really thinks about me, OR what made them do such things to me. I wish they could! It would have been much easier for me at this moment!

I could have did the same thing, copying words from others whether true or false, and I would have been the Hero! But It's not my way!

Today I decided to be more careful with people, And Never trust anyone!

8 years back My dad told me a wonderful advice, Never trust anyone, Just trust yourself! I feel ashamed coz I didn't take his advice. But from now on I will listen carefully to every single advice dad tells me.

"Last dot in that story" that I mentioned in the begining is that I decided not to care anymore about them, but I still won't do any bad things back.

Probebly your asking now what happened today, but I'm really sorry I prefer to keep it for myself!

For people who are curious, I'm sorry not for being mentioning names at all :=P I guess the messege has been delievered to them.

So, that was alittle bit of my feelings right now!


I will keep posting!


sorry for the long post.


MOE